T2Blog39 Debate Disaster

So main events of today = debate warm-up and PRE-IB information night! Oh yeah and that science lab we had to do too. So anyways, today after school i had debate and we were doing sample/warm-up debates and i volunteered. I just wanted to get a taste of it, but boy did i not need that. I messed up a lot. Basically i didn't know how to say what i had to say. It was very sad, many pauses in between and what-not. I even said in the middle of it "Yeah and I'm obviously not that good at debate". It was the stage fright mixed in with the sense of what do i do? So anyways, that's one thing i've got to work on. That horrible incident aside, today was the big parent information night for IB and Pre-IB. It was.....quite intimidating. I felt like i was being absorbed by this huge blackhole with 300 other people and whoever got out the other end were the lucky chosen few. Although after the information night i felt a lot better. They said the application is going to be online tomorrow so i'll start writing the 500 word biography on the weekend. I want to think about it before i start writing, to prevent what we call "writers block". I so hope i get it, TOK (theory of knowledge) sounds like a lot of fun, i mean it sounds like you learn philosophy in it. Philosophy is something i might enjoy. Anyways, TOK isn't until the actual IB program, although i hope i get into pre-ib as well. Now i have 3 main things to worry about, Debate, science fair, and PRE-IB applications!